Jim and I bundled out of our tent into the cold wind 2:30am. We were angry with each
other again. He at me because he felt that I was too
irreverent about the dangers on the climb. I at him
because now that we were down to it he was having second thoughts about the
route.
The day before we had had an argument.
He asked, "How much water
ice four [grade] have you lead?"
"Not much," I replied. "But this is not water ice four."
We reconciled but there were still doubts. I was supposed to be the one with
experience and I did have lots of experience climbing steep snow and ice but I understood what he was
trying to say. Were we ready to tackle a three thousand-foot climb on snow and
ice that was as steep as 70 degrees? Most of it was easier than that but the
hardest part counts the most. The route begins at nearly 20,000-ft and it was
going to be an enormous effort.
Jim and I had not climbed
together very much on this kind of terrain. The only similar mountaineering we had done together was a weekend trip to Mt. Rainier. We were
successful there but this was a different league. Now in the freezing morning I
knew that we were not going to go very far on the route. The energy was wrong.
It was just an exercise getting up and starting out. We were just going through
the motions but neither of us wanted to point it out.
Bitter cold, the wind was blowing and my fingers became numb right away.
Everything took a long time to do, putting crampons on, packing packs. It was
brutal and it sucked. We were just about ready. I was already frustrated with
Jim. Then he couldn't do his crampon straps they were too short.
"I can't get them," He said.
"We cut the straps to fit Aminda's boots," he continued, "they
used to be too long."
Then as I crouched over his heel slipped
his foot shot forward and the crampon point grazed my
hand. It stung but did not break the skin.
"Sorry, sorry, are you okay?"
I didn’t say anything, just tried to shake it out and then stuck my hand
inside my coat and under my armpit. Eventually we got the straps done. We put
our packs on and started out. My headlamp batteries were almost dead. My fingers
were cold so I didn't want to change them. The beam barely illuminated the snow
in front of me. I turned it off. After a while Jim said, "Can you turn your
light on I can't see where you are?"
I turned it back on and beamed it toward him as he came up the ice toward me.
"Something is wrong I feel like shit," he said.
"Okay," I said, "Lets go down." I took a couple of steps
down toward him.
"No, lets keep going." He said, "I don't know what it is I
felt much better yesterday. Let's just go for fifteen more minutes."
So I started out again. I knew that I was not ready either. I was sure my
water bottle was frozen or would be soon and I had too much clothing on my legs
they were already sweating. My pack was too heavy also there was a stove, fuel,
and lots of extra clothes a bivy bag and a rope. Way to much crap to carry on
this route. I was simply not ready to do
the climb either. Jim was solving the problem for me though, if it were a test of wills
I was winning.
"Mike," he said, "I can't do it man, I have a headache and now
I feel nauseous."
"Okay let's go down."
"I'm so sorry, I don't understand. I was fine here before."
"It's okay, it happens."
"What do you think it
is?"
"Altitude sickness," I lied. I knew that
we were not into doing the
route. It was too big and scary.
We got back to the tent and crawled in. Then we listened to
Dave D'Angelo get up and head out. He was climbing with the Canadians who
invited him attempt the summit on the Traverse route with them since Jim and I
were planning the Polish Glacier. As it got light it sounded like
he was still in his tent because the wind was rattling his stove around.
Jim felt a lot better but decided to go down to
Camp One to spend a night and
recover anyway. I still wanted the route and
planned to do it that night. I did not say anything to Jim about my
plans go solo. He would not have liked it and he may
have talked me out of doing it.
I slept for a while after Jim left. Once he was gone I felt remorse for
the way we had been that morning. A good friend is worth more than a moment of
glory on a frozen pile of rock and ice.
Eventually I got up and looked around the camp. It was mostly
deserted. The Argentine climbers had started up the glacier. They had started
pretty late and were only at about 21,000-ft. I would continue to watch them closely all day
because I planned to do the same route the following morning.
I was feeling a little bit lethargic
and groggy so I decided to
get some blood flowing and hike up to the
Independencia hut at 21,000-ft. I put my plastic boots on and headed up the
trail. Hiking felt good and soon the cobwebs cleared. The day was spectacular,
the sky a deep blue and wisps of spindrift danced along the Polish Glacier.
Before long I met one of the Canadians, Dave Pugliese, coming down. He looked absolutely spent
and he had not made it to the top. A while later I saw Dave D'Angelo, he was
sitting and had just taken a nap next to the trail. He had made it to about
21,600ft before deciding that he had had enough. I continued and before long I made it to the
Independencia hut.
Three Swiss climbers were there. The leader was pulling
on an inscribed bronze monolith that had been inside. It must
have been put there by some organization related to the mountain. He was violently wrestling the thing toward the door. I
couldn't tell what he was up to or if he was just trying to get it out in the
sun for a picture. Eventually he saw me standing right behind him and stopped
and walked away. Weird.
Independencia
Hut on Aconcagua